You may have noticed some minor changes to the blog when you’ve visited tonight… or you may have visited while it was in progress. Sorry about the disruptions if you experienced them.
Beyond changing the template and some other little things here, I was writing a couple of blog posts. Just as I was about to hit “publish”, I realized how personal they were. Not that I don’t want all of you to know my feelings… but one of them was all too personal. Why I’m telling you this is beyond me… outside of the fact that you might think this lame-o post was what I had actually written.
In light of what is said above… some of what the blog was about once again focused on self-image. I’ve come to realize in the past few weeks (again) how much my confidence is linked from my old self to my new self. I still carry some…er, many… of the issues that I dealt with when I was overweight. There are times that I still think the way that I thought back then.
So with that, maybe someday I will actually hit “publish” and give you a glimpse into what I’m feeling today… and this weekend. It’s been a very good weekend — I can’t complain about any of it because it’s been fun and relaxing — but it’s also been mentally draining to me. I’ve been thinking non-stop about something that I have to make a decision on… and I’m not sure it’s right yet. I’ve cried out to God about it… but still feel as lost as I did when this started just before the weekend.
I know I don’t put this out there often… but please pray for peace for me and what’s been bugging me. That God will show me (without any doubt) what should be done or if I should leave well enough alone. Thanks so much my friends!
